I had the flu, I’ve been uninspired. Excuses, excuses. Let’s get back to the business of blowjobs.
I don’t have a dick. There is no way I will ever know what it feels like for a guy. I’ve asked several people several times what a blowjob feels like. Their descriptions rarely get more detailed than, “it’s pretty good.” I guess I can’t blame them, if a guy was to ask me what it feels like to have my clit licked, I’d probably answer with an unassuming “it’s pretty good”, too. Unless they got me during the act. Then the answer would be more something like, “holy shit, fuck you.” I’m pretty eloquent. So, while I don’t know what it feels like and what makes it better, I can give you the only part of it that I understand: how it makes me feel.
As I’ve said before, new dick always gives me the giddy feeling. So “first times” always have the fun of the unknown. Is he going to like it, am I going to like it, is it different with different people? Stuff like that. It’s kind of exploratory. Finding things that “work” always make me feel good. There’s definitely a feeling of self-satisfaction when you think you’re performing…satisfactorily. Certain parts of the skin just feel better against your tongue. There’s always a mini-challenge with yourself: “how far can I take it this time?” and you give yourself an inner high five when you’ve hit as far as you can go.
Sometimes, it takes longer than you think it should and you think it means either he’s trying to make it last or (*gasp) you’re failing. There is always the worry that it’s the latter. And sometimes you feel bad about it. But other times your inner monologue is thinking, “hurry up and blow your load already.” Which kind of makes you laugh in your head. But right now, I’m thinking of all those times I thought that and feeling bad that it might have been me failing. Stupid inner reflection. Damn me for starting this entry! Anyway…
Then there’s the finish. It should be said (even though I’ve mentioned it in the past) that before I ever sucked a dick, I thought it was strictly for guys. I saw the movies and heard the talk that made it always seem like a favor or an obligation. A special treat. But when it starts to build up and he’s getting close. It feels like I could get close, too. I have never finished by giving a blowjob…and I don’t know anyone that has. I’m pretty sure it’s a physical impossibility. But I can totally feel the buildup with him. And when he finishes I usually feel something. As I think about it, maybe it’s just a feeling of… accomplishment? Hehe, is that vain to say? I’ve totally had to calm down from giving a blowjob the way a guy has to calm down from cumming. So, it’s definitely an experience for the girl, too.
So, guys… what does a blowjob feel like?